Thursday, December 24, 2009

more beatles~~

Thanks to Jia, who gave me a copy of the whole collection of the remastered beatles music. he found out about my craze for beatles when he came to visit lol!! This is great, cos now i can truly learn more about all their music!! And not just be another blindly-crazed  fangirl XP

I've only just added 4 albums into my current playlist tho, with songs that are more familiar to me.. from "Please please me", "Help!", "A Hard day's night" and "With the beatles"..  they were made in the time roughly when they were in their 'boyband' stage.. the US visit, and the films.. yup. love!! so, i have already raved about "all my loving".. there are many more sweet songs.. and i feel like Paul's voice makes it more romantic.. strange? It's just his voice quality i think.. John's is a bit more hmm.. i've no clue how to describe it.. it's just more suitable for interesting songs, experimental and rockk.

Anyway, enough rambling.. another song!! not so happy one.

The Night Before

We said our goodbyes, ah, the night before.
Love was in your eyes, ah, the night before.
Now today I find you have changed your mind.
Treat me like you did the night before.

Were you telling lies, ah, the night before?
Was I so unwise, ah, the night before?
When I held you near you were so sincere.
Treat me like you did the night before.

Last night is a night I will remember you by.
When I think of things we did it makes me wanna cry.

We said our goodbye, ah, the night before.
Love was in your eyes, ah, the night before.
Now today I find you have changed your mind.
Treat me like you did the night before.

When I held you near you were so sincere.
Treat me like you did the night before.

Last night is a night I will remember you by.
When I think of things we did it makes me wanna cry.

Were you telling lies, ah, the night before?
Was I so unwise, ah, the night before?
When I held you near you were so sincere.
Treat me like you did the night before,
like the night before.





Really like it! it's... real? i'd say many girls, including myself, can relate to this song.. and maybe guys too.. i'm sure u've suffered from similar fates.. that someone who has grabbed ur heart, gave u hope, but changed their minds? and well, i guess we all think back longingly to "the night before".. when things were perfect (:


haha. been emo lately la, that much is obvious. no thanks to reading some blogs and also having friends confide in me.. 


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Was also watching gossip girl lol. up to season 2 ep...18? 19? Yea, well, when Blair and Nate got back together again.. seriously, Blair and nate... there are NO sparks!! just.. comfort and ease.. which is always good of course.. but is it really? Would u choose sparks? or an easier way out.. with less excitement?


I was reading Xiaxue's love story... she dated all the wrong guys ("bad guys")  before Mike came along.. and Mike gave her more than she did. I'm not saying there are no sparks of course, sure seemed like fireworks. But, i guess what i mean to say is that... a guy comes along and for the first time, he is willing to give her all the loves he can, and perhaps more than she did. Worked out well for her (: I sat and wondered if that'd happen to me.. but then another part of me started asking "is that what u really want?"


Of course, anyone will be blessed to find someone who loves you so!! and there's nothing bad about it at all.. but I used to fervently believe that it's better to love than to be loved. I was always the one who gave more than the other party did. or willing to. so if one day, i find a person who can give me all that love, i might just question myself... "Am I giving up on my ideals? or is it just that this guy has a much firmer similar belief than I do?" I think i've confused all rather enough, I mean.. Will I one day "settle for easy"? Is that ME?


but like blair said.. "what's wrong with easy?"

Thursday, December 17, 2009

gripe!!

lol. i know i haven't been updating for a while. was gonna post some links to photos from gold coast and also joee's trip to singapore.. but facebook is not allowing me to upload the photos! GAH!!

totally made me lose interest in updating lol. but anyways, i've been out and about recently and realised that there're tons and tons of hair extension places nowadays!! i look into the stores and it's like tons of ppl with short hair suddenly endowed with half a head of hair. I was quite pissed off (LOL), just cos it makes my natural long hair seem so un-special and all the less precious. my hair's quite damaged from the swimming and dry weather in melbourne and i'd need to trim it, probably by a few inches ): so i'll end up with shorter hair than all those fake-haired ppl sigh. LOL

And i've decided i wanna do my hair sth like that:


or actually more accurately, like this:


i like the colour!!  but i'm not sure if my hair can take anymore.. haha. but yes, i want mild voluminous waves haha. but i want alba's fringe, just cos my fringe is short now. :P

yupyup!

Thursday, December 3, 2009

outrageous!!

hello all.. sorry for the long hiatus. i assure u it was unintended and hence the lack of warning. I just have been busy and then I went travelling. and finally got some time now. Will update soon enough with more details, especially with gold coast stuff (: T'was a really good trip with my buddy Jia! :D

Anyway, I just had to exclaim.. where is an Xbox when I need one?! HAHAHA. found out just a few minutes ago that there is an xbox game by the name of "Beatles The Rock Band" which follows their career journey! DAMN! I sooo wanna play it. but can't. gah. ): And the box sets and all that.. boohoo. I'd recommend it as one of the 21st bday wishlist, but Jia did mention sth abt it being no longer on sale? not sure. but I don't want multiple of the same present, so.. hm.

Incidentally just watched the anthology up till part 6. it's now covering the time when unhappiness arose and all that. just couldn't keep me entertained anymore. but introduction of more experimental music, which is interesting.. definitely a detraction from the early teeny music that appealed to the likes of fangirls (can't deny i'm one tho. haha)

And yes, I feel like having a 21st celebration in Sg, before the actual day.. and then another in melb on actual day. not sure how it'll work out tho, cos i'm not sure exactly what i want yet.. will update. ^^