ohnoes.

sigh.. was pretty prepared to stay longer in aus. even if it's all the way till the end of year, yea that's what i felt even as we were leaving glenn that morning. and in just a short 2 weeks, i now feel mighty mighty upset that i've to go back ): rahhh.

after meeting all my friends, eating all that food. meeting all the ppl i have known and cared about. eating virtually any kind of cuisine i wanted. not having to feel the torturous cold (i hear 4 degrees??) esp at night. getting some quiet now which i expect i won't really have for next week at least. haha. damn my "homebodiness" is creeping back slowly, i'm gonna have to be kickstarted again to the life in melb..

i do have ppl i miss in melb of course.. and i have belongings there too.. n i expect there'd be more potential fun this semester. but somehow the more i think back on the last few days.. and the measly 4 more days i have here, i just feel super upset.. it's not enough time.. altho yea, i'm pretty sure i can probably get back real soon. last sem DID go by quite fast..

don't really like this feeling. makes me feel like the old me 5 months ago who was, i dunno, less grown up. but i suppose it'll always be in me to wanna be home. to be sentimental. and to miss ppl n things.. i get stubborn when i care for things and people, i do not wanna change my mind. i just wanna hold on, despite everything. foolish? i dunno. well.. no matter what, i'll still have to let go of physically being here at least.. in 4 days..

a more upbeat post soon. with pictures!