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Too tired to do work, yet I am afraid to fall asleep. Just feel so tense all over when I hit the sack just now. Sigh..

Very worried for granny. Miss her, and love her so.. I wanna be there for her, but I can't. My worst fear has come true... and it doesn't help that I've been thinking so much lately. sigh. Anyway, just cried too much. Couldn't and wouldn't stop. Now i'm really just too tired for anything. Worse still, it seems to be making me sick too.. I feel soooo queasy it's not funny...